Obsession

I feel you
deep beneath my skin
penetrating and pulsating
through my blood vessels

I see you
right in front of my face
blocking everything in sight
and darkness reigns

I hear you
painfully loud
intercepting all sound
until there is only you

painfully blocking deep
thought patterns
I am forced to think
about you
feel you
see you
hear you

This obsession kills me...

Your Beauty [Poem written for Valentines Day]

What I Feared

As I look at myself, I fear what I have become.
As I open another door, I see death at the next,
Laughing at me...for I have become what I feared.

Not knowing where to go, where to turn,
I stay away to hide myself from the world,
For I have become what i feared.

Whenever I go out, I wear a mask for everyone
To see, not knowing when to take it off,
I hide my inner self from everyone,
For I have become what I feared.

Walked

There's this guy,
who always walked past our shop,
he worked next door,
welding outside.

He walked with a limp,
he had one of those plastic legs,
I never knew what happened,
but always saw him walking past
with a limp...

Then one day he didnt walk past,
the next day too...
I found out that he laid down
to rest on the pavement...

and didnt wake up!

Walk

I decided to take a walk with you
We walked along the path in the park

I heard your voice speaking to me
But suddenly faded away...

I was worried and looked behind me
To see where you went...
But i saw nobody.

I was alone, in this park!
People walking past me
Looked at me with amazement

Why did you leave?
Where did you go to?
I looked beside me

And realised you were
With me all along...

Forget

Please forget me 
the way I'm forced
to forget you

Erase the hurt 
that's deep within my soul

Erase the daily reminders
and the painful memories

The words flowing from my heart
cant express the way I feel

You loved me in a split second
and broke my heart in the next

I can only move on
if I forget you
the way you forgot me

The Silence

Without realizing what had happened, the silence
has taken his next victim. working without him 
knowing of it being so close...

Its the silence that kills the victims, again
and again. Everything was perfect, then the silence
took over, and his next victim was already killed.

Is it impossible to get over this killer? He thinks
to himself...day after day. Suddenly he strikes, only 
needing one brutal strike, the silence reigns...

Was I going to be the next victim of this killer,this
brutal killer? I try to escape the fast fury of it, 
and in a split-second, I fall victim to his attack...

Without retaliation, he attacks me, striking me over
and over, until there is no power in me, I can do 
nothing to stop it...

As I lay on the ground, like injured prey, I cannot 
do anything but watch him brutally finish what is
left of me. The silence has won...